At Home

Ive been home since the weekend for my dads birthday and party on saturday night! spent saturday looking for the outfit, stresses me out having to do everything last minute!But it was a really good night seems ages ago now!
Saw the lovely laura on monday night and ended up staying the night after chilling out with jason upton and praying!shes off on tuesday to the USA, gonna miss her loads but hopefully will get to go out to see her!
Just been spending my time at home chilling and being slightly creative again, did three painting!!Got to look after the boys as parents have gone away, so got to make sure that they dont stuff their faces with take-aways!

Just been looking at my diary and already my time is getting filled up with things, which is slightly worring as i can see this summer just flying by and then its uni all over again for the last time. I was totally worrying again about what it was that i was going to do and where im meant to be, and whether it mattered that im not that career focused and just stressing about next year. But i realised that whatever happens whether its something i thought i was going to do or something completely different i dont need to worry. That God has it sorted. He knows what it is i need more than i do. SO now im just excited, about where it is im going and what it is he has in store for me!! bring it on!

Also ive realised that since lent where i actually managed to keep it up for the 40days giving up shopping, mags, music etc i realised that i hadnt bought mags at all so the other day i got one. Oh my word!!i was just flicking through the papers and all i could think of was what crap and rubbish is in them and most of all how much they had been affecting the way that i used to live. WHich then just disgusted me at how they could have such a big impact on my life and especially when i was a teenager. But i know that God brings freedom from these things and just clears our mind to how he wants them to be.

Gosh so much has happened since ive last wrote!!
Had a lush easter weekend at the lamberts doing some egg rolling (i think i did pretty well for a beginner!) then went straight back to southampton to get on with work, which i have been doing ever since!Last week was crazy ended up doing a few late nights and even an all night one which i wasnt really loving the next day. But thanks to Barney noy who modelled my outfit it went really well, just waiting for my results now which i get tomorrw ahh.

Ive got more free time now which feels really odd as im not used to it!!went into town yesterday and bought myself a few canvases and spent the day painting. Ended up getting paint everywhere as per usual!Got my dads birthday party this weekend so have been trying to find a dress for it, took joe with my on tthe weekend he did well but i think he got slightly bored. I didnt end up getting anything so it might be a crazy day on saturday with my sis trying to find something!